There was once a
little boy called Willie. I never knew his other name, and as he lived far off
behind the mountain, we cannot go to inquire. He had fair hair and blue eyes,
and there was something in his face that, when you had looked at him, made you
feel quite happy and rested, and think of all the things you meant to do
by-and-by when you were wiser and stronger. He lived all alone with the tall
aunt, who was very rich, in the big house at the end of the village. Every
morning he went down the street with his little goat under his arm, and the
village folk looked after him and said, "There goes Master Willie."
The tall aunt had
a very long neck; on the top of it was her head, on the top of her head she
wore a white cap. Willie used often to look up at her and think that the cap
was like snow upon the mountain. She was very fond of Willie, but she had lived
a great many years and was always sitting still to think them over, and she had
forgotten all the games she used to know, all the stories she had read when she
was little, and when Willie asked her about them, would say, "No, dear,
no, I can't remember; go to the woods and play." Sometimes she would take
his face between her two hands and look at him well while Willie felt quite
sure that she was not thinking of him, but of someone else he did not know, and
then she would kiss him, and turn away quickly, saying, "Go to the woods,
dear; it is no good staying with an old woman." Then he, knowing that she
wanted to be alone, would pick up his goat and hurry away.
He had had a dear
little sister, called Apple-blossom, but a strange thing had happened to her.
One day she over-wound her very big doll that talked and walked, and the
consequence was quite terrible. No sooner was the winding-up key out of the
doll's side than it blinked its eyes, talked very fast, made faces, took
Apple-blossom by the hand, saying, "I am not your doll any longer, but you
are my little girl," and led her right away no one could tell whither, and
no one was able to follow. The tall aunt and Willie only knew that she had gone
to be the doll's little girl in some strange place, where dolls were stronger
and more important than human beings.
After
Apple-blossom left him, Willie had only his goat to play with; it was a poor
little thing with no horns, no tail and hardly any hair, but still he loved it
dearly, and put it under his arm every morning while he went along the street.
"It is only
made of painted wood and a little hair, Master Willie," said the
blacksmith's wife one day. "Why should you care for it; it is not even
alive."
"But if it
were alive, anyone could love it."
"And living
hands made it," the miller's wife said. "I wonder what strange hands
they were;--take care of it for the sake of them, little master."
"Yes, dame, I
will," he answered gratefully, and he went on his way thinking of the
hands, wondering what tasks had been set them to do since they fashioned the
little goat. He stayed all day in the woods helping the children to gather nuts
and blackberries. In the afternoon he watched them go home with their aprons
full; he looked after them longingly as they went on their way singing. If he
had had a father and mother, or brothers and sisters, to whom he could have
carried home nuts and blackberries, how merry he would have been. Sometimes he
told the children how happy they were to live in a cottage with the door open
all day, and the sweet breeze blowing in, and the cocks and hens strutting
about outside, and the pigs grunting in the styes at the end of the garden; to
see the mother scrubbing and washing, to know that the father was working in
the fields, and to run about and help and play, and be cuffed and kissed, just
as it happened. Then they would answer, "But you have the tall lady for
your aunt, and the big house to live in, and the grand carriage to drive in,
while we are poor, and sometimes have little to eat and drink; mother often
tells us how fine it must be to be you."
"But the food
that you eat is sweet because you are very hungry," he answered them,
"and no one sorrows in your house. As for the grand carriage, it is better
to have a carriage if your heart is heavy, but when it is light, then you can
run swiftly on your own two legs." Ah, poor Willie, how lonely he was, and
yet the tall aunt loved him dearly. On hot drowsy days he had many a good sleep
with his head resting against her high thin shoulders, and her arms about him.
One afternoon,
clasping his goat as usual, he sat down by the pond. All the children had gone
home, so he was quite alone, but he was glad to look at the pond and think.
There were so many strange things in the world, it seemed as if he would never
have done thinking about them, not if he lived to be a hundred.
He rested his
elbows on his knees and sat staring at the pond. Overhead the trees were
whispering; behind him, in and out of their holes the rabbits whisked; far off
he could hear the twitter of a swallow; the foxglove was dead, the bracken was
turning brown, the cones from the fir trees were lying on the ground. As he
watched, a strange thing happened. Slowly and slowly the pond lengthened out
and out, stretching away and away until it became a river--a long river that
went on and on, right down the woods, past the great black firs, past the
little cottage that was a ruin and only lived in now and then by a stray gipsy
or a tired tramp, past the setting sun, till it dipped into space beyond. Then
many little boats came sailing towards Willie, and one stopped quite close to
where he sat, just as if it were waiting for him. He looked at it well; it had
a snow-white sail and a little man with a drawn-sword for a figure-head. A
voice that seemed to come from nowhere asked—
"Are you
ready, Willie?" Just as if he understood he answered back—
"Not
yet,--not quite, dear Queen, but I shall be soon. I should like to wait a
little longer."
"No, no, come
now, dear child; they are all waiting for you." So he got up and stepped
into the boat, and it put out before he had even time to sit down. He looked at
the rushes as the boat cut its way through them; he saw the hearts of the
lilies as they lay spread open on their great wide leaves; he went on and on
beneath the crimson sky towards the setting sun, until he slipped into space
with the river.
He saw land at
last far on a-head, and as he drew near it he understood whither the boat was
bound. All along the shore there were hundreds and hundreds of dolls crowding
down to the water's edge, looking as if they had expected him. They stared at
him with their shining round eyes; but he just clasped his little goat tighter
and closer, and sailed on nearer and nearer to the land. The dolls did not
move; they stood still, smiling at him with their painted lips, then suddenly
they opened their painted mouths and put out their painted tongues at him; but
still he was not afraid. He clasped the goat yet a little closer, and called
out, "Apple-blossom, I am waiting; are you here?" Just as he had
expected, he heard Apple-blossom's voice answering from the back of the toytown—
"Yes, dear
brother, I am coming." So he drew close to the shore, and waited for her.
He saw her a long way off, and waved his hand.
"I have come
to fetch you," he said.
"But I cannot
go with you unless I am bought," she answered, sadly, "for now there
is a wire spring inside me; and look at my arms, dear brother;" and
pulling up her pink muslin sleeves, she showed him that they were stuffed with
sawdust. "Go home, and bring the money to pay for me," she cried,
"and then I can come home again." But the dolls had crowded up
behind, so that he might not turn his boat round. "Straight on,"
cried Apple-blossom, in despair; "what does it matter whether you go
backwards or forwards if you only keep straight when you live in a world that
is round?"
So he sailed on
once more beneath the sky that was getting grey, through all the shadows that
gathered round, beneath the pale moon, and the little stars that came out one
by one and watched him from the sky.
I saw him coming
towards the land of story-books. That was how I knew about him, dear children.
He was very tired and had fallen asleep, but the boat stopped quite naturally,
as if it knew that I had been waiting for him. I stooped, and kissed his eyes,
and looked at his little pale face, and lifting him softly in my arms, put him
into this book to rest. That is how he came to be here for you to know. But in
the toy-land Apple-blossom waits with the wire spring in her breast and the
sawdust in her limbs; and at home, in the big house at the end of the village,
the tall aunt weeps and wails and wonders if she will ever see again the
children she loves so well.
She will not wait
very long, dear children. I know how it will all be. When it is quite dark
to-night, and she is sitting in the leather chair with the high back, her head
on one side, and her poor long neck aching, quite suddenly she will hear two
voices shouting for joy. She will start up and listen, wondering how long she
has been sleeping, and then she will call out—
"Oh, my
darlings, is it you?" And they will answer back—
"Yes, it is
us, we have come, we have come!" and before her will stand Willie and
Apple-blossom. For the big doll will have run down, and the wire spring and the
sawdust will have vanished, and Appleblossom will be the doll's little girl no
more. Then the tall aunt will look at them both and kiss them; and she will
kiss the poor little goat too, wondering if it is possible to buy him a new
tail. But though she will say little, her heart will sing for joy. Ah,
children, there is no song that is sung by bird or bee, or that ever burst from
the happiest lips, that is half so sweet as the song we sometimes sing in our
hearts--a song that is learnt by love, and sang only to those who love us.